13 June 2003

Hulla, another day, a long one , I've been at work from 9am to 11pm, woo, and my bosses are still there. The kids arrive on Monday it's going to be crazy, but fun as well. I'm so ready for bed, maybe I'll rambel on tomorrow when I get back from the canyon, back to the house of hair, rock on.
How could I be anyone else?!
YAR!!!!


Cock n' Balls Pirate


What Kind of Pirate Are You?
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12 June 2003

Today was chill, we got a lot of things done and that was good, however I still am having a really hard time with "that person" I feel like Ms. White in Clue when she is talking about Evette. Holy cow speaking of random things the actress that played Evette in Clue is one of those people that I can totally not place and she is played by this actress named Colleen Camp and I was just futzing the other day and I realized that she is in My Blue Heaven with Steve Martin and Rick Moranis. Somehow that is so wild even though it is so random. Oh my short canadians, eh?! Anyway I really wasn't anywhere so I can't say back to what I was saying...seesh hopefully I will sleep tonight, I now have the air conditioning cranked up to deep freeze. Oh the life of a silly busy girl, with a roudy kitty. Well I don't have the steem I might just be back if i can't sleep, lets hope not, instead dreams of tenticles (oh yeah?!) Nighty night.
AAAAAHHHHHH I have total insonmia, I have been rolling arround in bed for two hours and I finally had to get up because my mind is just racing all over the palce. Sorry if I don;t edit this one, but it is late and I just want to spew it all out so that I can attempt to shut my brain up long enough to fall asleep and then I can just have anxiety dreams. It is sooooo awful , as I have been going on for some time now I'm back to work and really busy, but I love my job..... but I am having MAJOR co-worker anxiety.... there is one person and while the vagas odds are slim to nill that this person will ever happen upon my blog I suppose I will maintain some professional semblance an work on a little anominity. I mean this is my big stumbeling block I get so freaked out when people get mad at me or even more basic then that, when they just don't like me, it drives me nuts and I hate that it drives me nuts because I just want to be confidant enough to not care, I mean this is a job and I should know that being incharge of anyone else means that I have to do my job before I stick my nose up someones ass to calm my frazzeled nerves. I suppose I just have some weird issues because i feel like i am not entitled to my opinion unless someone is there to back me up and I keep wondering if this is some kind of pain in the ass stage that I will grow out of, I hate the drama that comes with it the stupid immature crap that trails around after some adult who doesn;t get what they want so they use their shitty complaining skills to sort out what they really want. I know all this spewing must just make me sound like a darling, but I just have such a hard tiem standing up for things when I am not 100% sure that I have some kind of support structure backing me up. I am not the boss and that is for sure, but today due to some really hard to handle coaxing this person that I mentioned earlier( whom might I add I have no intrest in being friends with or liked by, but as I said before I have a hugh hard tiem with being disliked by anyone) so this person goes over my head and gets to the place myself and several other people would have prefered this person not be and then this person is doing a strut, the big move of success, g*d damned effortless success, because like it or not this person has been afforder a lot of kudos and cut a lot of slack based on their looks I don't believe that this is the case in this situation, however the air that is already carried by a person who is afforded those oppertunities often is one of ultimante compitition and tryumph. I have never felt so young and awful and unable to handle myself then I did when this person strutted out their tryumph. I'm sounding like a jerk again aren't I, and yes i am being vague and cryptic bacuse I am not a gambeling gal no matter how good the vagas odds are. I just hate it, I feel like i can't get to my mature confidant comfort zone in which I can deal with people not likeing me even in a job setting. I am by no means (nor have I even been) a popular lass and I think that is further clouding the issue. Yikes, at least I am getting closer to being all typed out...maybe if i get a glass of water...well I was on my way to water, but I got way layed by some left over run punch from a few nights ago, so I spruced it up a but and I figure it will be like a nice tall glass( actully it is a mayonaise container) of ice cold nyQuill. Just what the doctorb ordered. At lidt point I can almost feel my stomach in my throat and I would be more then willing to ry almost anything if I thought it would stop this infernar fussing and let me fall asleep. Instead of blathering krypictally about "this person" for whom the likely hood of being bothered by "this perosn" in future will I am sure be the motivation of may more blogs, I 'll move on to another subject of unrest. THE MOVING!!!!!!!! I am so sick of being left up in the air about everything, that is FOR SURE driving me crazy! I was for oh a good two weeks planning to spend this coming weekend moving into my new palce, however just a few days ago I was informed that everything had been pushed back and I could not move in until the first of July, boy oh boy I can't wait to move on the 4th of July, I'm sure that I will have all the help in the world that day! ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm almost done with the rum punch, but I'm not feeling spent enough to toos and turn some more, maybe a few quizzes will calm my nerves, TTFN, YACK!

10 June 2003

Ok here it is , just one quiz, I couldn't stop myself. Ok then , nighty night.


Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Day two baybee, of work that is. I was there for 12 hours, it was pretty crazy, but I am having a good time, I am so excited about next week when the kids arrive that getting ready seems like nuthin. I'm tired truely , so this is all you get , so enjoy it. Torque to ya soon.

09 June 2003

Welcome to the jungle Jim welcome to the jungle tim welcome to the jungle... (you like the jungle go to www.TMBG.com) First day of work, the morning was like christmas, or I should say chanukkah (it is a Jewish Community Center). I got to open all the new art supplies, have you ever seen a five pound bag of googlie eyes?! I am tired and it's gross hot here YICK! I should go to bed and I think I'm spent enough that I actully mean it. SOOO Sleepy! Get yo groove on , I'm gonna have a popsicle and hit the sack. Nighty Night.
Another day and no dolla, whoa is that the story of my life or what?! Anyway here i am up way too late again, and for the first time in a while I have to be at work tomorrow morning, AAAAHHHHH! It's not a bad thing i love my job (no sh*t), I'm really not just saying that, I mean for someone who likes to spend all day playing and making stuff, how could i not enjoy being a kids camp arts and crafts coordinator, SERIOUSLY!! I have no idea if I blathered on about the fun fun Saturday i had or not , but long story short (too late) [ha ha ha ha ha] went to have a picinic and got stuck in the sand and a bunch of stuff and then went swimmin for like three hours, but I did that today too. Just the swimmin part. I'm trying to move and it is a real pain in the ass because I found this place, but I'm totally getting jerked arround, first they said I could move in on the 14th of this month and now it is the 1st of July, YARGH!!! Oh yeah today was PRIDE day WOO HOO. Hope everybody got their diversity on!!! WOOT WOOT!!! You know this isn;t the last you've heard from me, yar har har!

08 June 2003

Alright I swear this is it for tonight, but oh yeah ... come and knock on my door bay bee!!!!!!!


Come and knock on our doooor...those are the first
chords of the Three's Company theme song, while
apparently describes you really well. You are
such a schemer, you...does every a day go b
when your lust for the opposite sex...or
somebody else's...isn't foiled by one of your
frequent misunderstandings or intended
blunders? It's questionable. Living this way,
with even your two roommates and landlord out
to get you good, makes every date you go on a
living adventure. It's so entertaining for us
to watch, too!


Which Theme Song from A Really Old TV Show Are You?
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Oh man i'm so far from where I started and made the proclimation that I was sooo done, oh geeze and now it is soo Sunday, dammit!!!! I AM the master of my own destiny TECHNOLOGY will not control me!!!! I am going to go to Be......no no no.... QUIZILLA!!!!!!
Oh what a nerd I am , tee hee , but at least I rock ...

Lister
Lister - You are deeply misunderstood. You have
dreams and ambitions - it's just that people
can't see them past your slovenly, lazy, crass,
unwashed, beer-guzzling exterior.


The Ultimate Red Dwarf Quest towards Self-Discovery
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BOYS FROM THE DWARF!!!!!
Here I am still awake and taking quizzes like a mad woman and if nothing else this proves it ... seesh!

Hooligan Bear
Hooligan Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Ok so this may make no sense at first ,,, wel then take the f*ckin initiave and go to thsi web page and check out the TEEN GIRL SQUAD!!
www.homestarrunner.com

Your What's her face! Its true, your friends don't
apreciate you nearly enough. You may feel the
need to fit in, but its a hard thing to do.
You also have bad luck with boys and often get
into unusual freak "accidents". Watch
your back.


Which Teen Girl Squad member are you?
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TAH DA!
I'm really only putting this up to get merlots wet little panties in a knot, tee hee!

vin
You're Vin Diesel! You like to think you're a bad
boy, but you've got a good heart and always do
the right thing.


What Hot Hunky Actor Are You?
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It just gets worse oh me oh my! I am a fool for these things! I swear I'll stop, besides I have to go watch a buncyh of guys run arround in Lisa Frank Collection clothes (now if that isn't hot sexxy what is?!) Really I ask you! Alright well nighty night, until we meat again :P*sigh*

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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ME Laid Back HA !
I suppose I should enjoy it, but hey!
Again what were you expecting, yar har har!

Laid-Back Virgin
You are a LAID-BACK VIRGIN.


What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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Here is yet another chunky blog for you to chew on, I do have to admit that I am siclky hooked on this quizilla business, yikes , I already know that I be all over that damned site again tonight. I had a lovely day out to the ol' Great Salt Lake, ti was a dandy time and then I tailgated with my friends in the parking lot of my apartment complex. Oh what a day *sigh* at the moment I am just wasting away watching Sorroity Boys for the millionth time ( what a TRUE classic). I'm sure you will end up with more quizzes to peer at, oh yeah and I added a link thinkg that shoudl allow anyone one of yous folks to comment on my blogs , and how deelish will that be. Well I smell like bromide and you know I'm off to quiz lland, which of course mean I'll be back . yar har har har!