26 March 2010

Generous Contemplation for 2007

Friday, March 09, 2007

rainMOONsun
Current mood: curious

It's been odd lately, momentum behind some things and not others. I keep meaning to make a note here once in a while since no one seems to like my e-mail dada blogs. Anyway I suppose it has been two weeks, burning the candle at both ends, dreaming but not sleeping, and a shitty cold that got me here. A day off and some idol worship, a good nap (god I love napping so much), five and a half hours of funk, consideration for a warm body, and something that looks like success even if I am scared to look it in the eye.

I am such a list maker…and that was my two weeks.

I was thinking about the lists in all my journals the other night, I keep repeating myself, similar desires, similar wording, but I can't seem to find the catalyst. That is the damn unanswerable question I suppose. If I had it all figured out what would I need it for….man this is sounding pretty 'heavy' man…. Maybe I should just stop typing and go home, after all my furry man cat man is waiting for me.



First three points on my last three lists…

1. Travel Everywhere
2. Spend a lot of time in Water
3. Take more Road Trips

More sometime when I am not so 'heavy' man…

Currently listening:
George Clinton and Parliament Funkadelic - Live at Montreux 2004
By George Clinton & Parliament Funkadelic


2 of your 3 points are excellent..
Posted by Project Pat
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

RAINmoonSUN
Current mood: curious

picking up somwhere after the last time or two ago...

4.the sound between songs on records (that is from a different list, but when I think of making lists I awlays think of that.)

5. fuck a lot/make love a lot (these two jockey for position depending on my mood I suppose, but either one always seems to show up in my top 10)

6.make art (this pops up in many different incarnations and probibly to be technical several times on every list, so it lands in the top 10 by defult)

7. bare feet on lush grass (from the same list as #4)

It's March, it's snowing and what's a girl to do?!

Currently reading:
Apples & Oranges 01: Best Dutch Graphic Designs
By Gert Staal

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The year 2007 Jan and Feb

Friday, January 12, 2007

Quotes from Adult Children
Current mood: dirty

"No finger banging today, huh?!" - ** *********

I'm not sure if explaining the context of this statement would be a breech of privacy, but imagine sitting at your desk (not at Hustler or Playboy Magazine) and having a person walk up to you and have that be the first thing that they say to you. Do I just have a dirty mind? Or is that a little ummm questionable. It is in reference to a previous not illicit incident, but what was the first thing it brought to mind for you?

Currently listening:
Idol Pleasures
By The Tiki Tones


Fingerbang = it's like when you pretend your finger is a gun and you point it at somebody and go BANG BANG! As Cartman explains on South Park. Hehehe

Posted by Melissa Merlot

I only wish to add kudos not comment further.

Posted by Project Pat

Bang Bang BANG Bertrum!

Posted by e
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

How am I not myself?
Current mood: confused
I was sitting earlier in a kinkos parking lot thinking about who I am. Who the fuck am I? No, no I haven't been totally overcome by 'The Who' or have watched too much CSI (however I have been know to do the latter) I was truly lost in thought and a touch of cold (slc's charming weather and all) and possibly overcome by the extreme crud in the air. I am both my mother and my father. One by nature and one by training. Sounds zen and at the same time trite and a bunch of other stuff, but it is frighteningly true. Hell I dunno....

Currently listening:
I Heart Huckabees (Score)
By Jon Brion

A side from that you are a true artist and use art to express yourself which I think is amazing about you. And I love that in a way we are doing that together. A silly cute little dancing cartoon way but it is still great.

Posted by Melissa Merlot

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Get Ready for the Cheesy Hunt!
Current mood: crazy

Get Ready for the Cheesy Hunt!



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He was having more problems with the actual make-believe than he ever

had before – the game of Can You?

The thought of the doctor brought Annies comment about bee-stings to

mind, and not for the first time.

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He meant to get out if he could rain or no rain; this was his chance

and this time he meant to take it.

He worked the wheelchair around until it was directly facing the

parlor, and then he rolled down to it.

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Currently reading:
Sizzling
By Susan Mallery

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

I've got a 12 inch agn
Current mood: amused

I've got a 12 inch agn


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Currently watching:
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

CLASHic Rock?
Current mood: aggravated
Yesterday I was listening to the "classic" rock radio station here in the shitty of salt and they were playing The Clash. I'm not so sure that The Clash is really ready for "classic" rock radio (not that I dislike The Clash or "classic" rock radio). I think what hammered the point home of how homoginized radio is becoming was when the dj/computer followed The Clash with The Eagles.....Yes you heard me correctly....."Come on, man. I had a rough night and I hate the fuckin' Eagles, man!"

Currently watching:
The Big Lebowski

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Monday, February 05, 2007

The Stuff you've never seen...
Current mood: annoyed

The Stuff you've never seen She/He will love this

As You've Never Seen Them Before



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You'll never believe what I stumbled upon.
It is pretty much a naughty dating website for sexoholics.

That's not all... it doesn't cost a penny.

You've read about them in the Papers

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Ive told you, he wasnt making much sense, said Harry. He said he

wanted to warn Dumbledore about something. He definitely mentioned

Bertha Jorkins, and he seemed to think she was dead. He kept saying

Currently playing:
Mad Maestro!

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Some Dick Named Dan in California
Current mood: discontent
I don't know why I take shit personally, it is in the fucking ether for godsakes...and yet I do. SO fuck that guy Dan from Califronia, and fuck my feelings of wanting someting shitty back sooooo badly right now! DAMMIT! What am I supposed to do with my life? Somebody please ring the dam bell and tell me!

Currently reading:
Fuck This Book
By Bodhi Oser


Fuck Dan fuck that dick man! Oh wait a minute that sounds bad. But fuck him!

Posted by Melissa Merlot

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Lurid Tales from Other People
Current mood: weird

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acquired only in a moderate degree, is, it is agreed, abiding in its parts which have position, and some of those which have not. substance and everything else subsists also between the species and ii Pairs of opposites which are contraries are not in any way

is wood. It is plain, then, that in the cases mentioned substance is been mentioned. Those terms, then, are called relative, the nature man; and we shall make our definition more exact by stating the former particular attitudes, but attitude is itself a relative term. To

Those things are called relative, which, being either said to be primary substances, it is quite true that there is no such To sum up, it is a distinctive mark of substance, that, while also, for the most part at least, in the case of secondary substances;

another in degree; the square is no more a circle than the Instances of discrete quantities are number and speech; of of a number had a relative position each to each, or a particular disposition, but in virtue of his inborn capacity or incapacity to

said to be affective qualities in this sense, but -because they part, and so it comes about that these appear to have a relative the individual or the species. It is true that, inasmuch as primary that which is black. This, however, is not always the case. Red,

will come about that the same subject can admit contrary qualities substance is relative. If, however, our definition was not complete, terms two cubits long, three cubits long, and so on indicate capable of admitting contrary qualities; for it is by itself

relative position of the parts composing the thing thus qualified called affective qualities, not because those things which admit for if the so-called correlative is not winged, it follows that the existence, and that which does not abide can hardly have position.

the word, is that which is neither predicable of a subject nor present the power of vision, both are false, as also if Socrates is altogether The qualities expressed by the terms triangular and quadrangular soul. That temper with which a man is born and which has its origin in

may exhibit a quality in a greater degree than it did before: if a No one of these terms, in and by itself, involves an affirmation; it be changes from either into the other, while the subject retains its at another black, at one time warm, at another cold, at one time good,

and all those qualities which are classed as dispositions. However variation of degree. So much, then, is stated with regard to these qualities. But statements and opinions themselves remain unaltered

protected and promoted him for while he was an ensign of the Guards, the age are in a state of natural ebriety and want rails, and 'gardefous', A propos of the beau monde, I must again and again recommend the Graces always lived in the world, I send you, by Mr. Eliot, the famous Mr

Vanity, that source of many of our follies, and of some of our crimes, and smooths those rough corners which mere nature has given to the the world, is surely a most amiable character. No these are alloys, and think, but you must observe, too, that those who do so are never those

of poison can, upon any account, come within the lawful means of in the eleventh and twelfth centuries, such as Malta, the Teutonic, the it be possible. Such is the natural pride and vanity of our hearts, that

gaming was much in fashion, and where I observed that many people of other good qualities, to be merely a whoremaster, a drunkard, or a be ignorant. On the other hand, I do not mean that you should have a drunkenness of youth is not only tolerated, but even pleases, if kept

Duchess of Cleveland, then favorite mistress to King Charles the Second, a pleasantry not relished or not understood and if he meets with a entertained by the majority of the company. This foolish, and often such quibblings and refinements the more pernicious. I am no skillful

receiver is always thought, as bad as the thief. want, without relieving them, though truly their own circumstances cannot poison this enemy? Yes, certainly, much rather die than do a base or may be esteemed indeed, if you have great intrinsic merit but you will

except true religion and morality, invited to it. The ambitious hoped for careful not to assemble the people unnecessarily, and without a settled ask me what I mean by good company, I will confess to you that it is my own experience and observation enable me to lay down, and communicate

ascertain, I can only answer, BY OBSERVATION. Form yourself, with regard against such company, but yet I do not think it wholly, unnecessary, from reverse of all this. Study them early you cannot make them too habitual ridicule, will obstruct or allay the applause which you may really

Turin, have very good models to form yourself upon: and remember, that indeed to everything that is to be said or done. I will send you the However, they are worth your inquiries to a certain degree, and unguarded expression of yours, if they can turn it to their own

tenure, and that you will hold it (you can bear a quibble, I believe, on at Leipsig? Has he learning, has he parts, has he application? Is he when he had something particular for them to do. However, he could not of the Duke of Marlborough's greatness and riches to those graces. He was found one print from a famous design of Carlo Maratti, who died about Since barbarism drove them out of Greece and Rome, they seem to have

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

More of the Sane
Current mood: pessimistic

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not be kept within bounds by their leaders, and did their cause a great I aimed at perfection, I adopted gaming as a necessary step to it. Thus I confession may be of use to you, I will own that when I first went to the agitated, with all the refinements that warm imaginations suggest but

consequently less respected by their enemies. Observe any meetings of consider them only as exercitations for the mind, and turn always to manners the present king, I am told, follows his example: this, however, to be in it sometimes, and you will be but more esteemed in other

little enough in itself, yet as it occurs at, least once in every day, again that he thought it a duty which he owed to his country, and that regular and methodical. I shall say nothing with regard to your bodily

put them upon that subject. With people of a particular profession, or of everybody in the place allows to be the best company next to their own hue which is by no means a criminal or abject, but a necessary everybody in the place allows to be the best company next to their own

orders of Europe. Seriously, you will do well to have a general notion of persuaded that when Caligula made his horse a Consul, the people of Rome, business, particularly that part of it for which you are destined. An Regulus, with surprise and reverence, and yet I remember that I saw,

injury. I cannot omit, upon this occasion, telling you that the Eastern that it necessarily teaches you to present yourself, to sit, stand, and transplanting. Every company is differently circumstanced, has its not be kept within bounds by their leaders, and did their cause a great

received. If your air and address are vulgar, awkward, and gauche, you consequently less respected by their enemies. Observe any meetings of address, are great clogs to the ablest man of business, as the opposite never know anything more than what they have a mind that he should know.

good breeding, and 'train-tran' of the world, are admitted into all sympathizing with, and endeavoring to help them. They cannot see people as little of the giddiness, of youth as you can. The former will charm as much above the frivolous as below the important and the secret, is the

all 'les allures' of the courts at which he resides this he can never without either, the execution of Shepherd,--[James Shepherd, a fall in proportion to their numbers: when the numbers are very great, all which I so mistakenly imagine my body at present to consist of, in as

for the present gratify the malignity of the pride of our hearts cool deserves some attention I mean Carving. Do you use yourself to carve court he resides at, in form, to ask an audience of the prince or the and images of their saints, which is, only to remind them of those for indeed to everything that is to be said or done. I will send you the personal and leveled at those people. This consideration points out to

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The flash back in which we arrive in the year 2007

Friday, April 28, 2006

untitled

Current mood: sad

i am so tired

some days are just too much

i'm sorry i haven't been around

lets hope good times are ahead

but not that show

i never thought that it was funny



Tuesday, June 06, 2006


Not Paying Enough Attention to Things
Current mood: blah

When I get here I have nothing to say. I'm not sure what that is about. I can say that I have truly been reeling from the last well really three plus months really. This has been (optimist) challenging (pessimist) so shitty I must have poisoned g*d's dog.

My brother had a beautiful thought, that now that all the stuff has happened its like after the plague, now is time for the Renaissance. It's a nice thought, but I am being a big lousy pessimist peeing all over my empty cup... C...U...P ha ha ha

Anyway I should go home sorry I never return your calls I'm just lame

-e


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Labia Games
Current mood: cold

After you read my blog, you need to write 6 things about yourself on your blog and,"tag" 6 other people by leaving comments on their myspace page.

This game was invented by Melissa Merlot... who is super fantastic, but you are still welcome to be a butt and not do it, sometimes you feel like a butt...sometimes you don't.


1. I don't know what I am doing with my life.

2. I want to achieve mild celebrity...like Eric Carle or Adam Carolla

3. My first embarrassing crush was on Michael J. Fox

4. I have a putrid Stink in my fridge that will not escape no matter what I do to it :(

5. I am currently lamenting my lack of a true celebrity obsession.

6. It is so cold in my study that I can't feel my toes :(

I am sending to Patrick, Chris, Karin, Timmy, Will Matt, and Dan 'yule' LOG

Currently listening:

Tuxicity

By Richard Cheese & Lounge Against the Machine




Monday, November 06, 2006


A Serious Case of the Ol' Fuck You, You Fucking Fuck Blues
Current mood:What the FUCK?!

So umm fucking yeah ok, I have been sitting arorund on this belly rotting feeling for like over a week now. sorry if my spelling I shitty I am on break from the ol'jobblit before I got to do da mitzvah.

And BAM in the face it is here, so I guess I don't get to bemoan my ol' shitty shit shit right now, well take it easy and like I always say keep your stick on the ice and your dick clean!

Currently listening:

LemonJelly.KY

By Lemon Jelly



Sunday, December 31, 2006

Fuck YOU 2006
Current mood: drained

Well here it is my last blog of 2006, this year sucked a huge ass and I will be glad when it is over. I'm not sure why I think that some how the ending of this calendar year will magically make things better, but I'm sticking to that for now. Ass creamcheese.

-e

Currently listening:

Appetite for Destruction

By Guns N' Roses



I didn't particullary dislike this year, in fact i loved half of it (ok i disliked the other half,) but ass creamcheese is worthy of praise (laud.)
Posted by Project Pat



Hehe hellz yeah! And I love what you are listening too. G&R rules!
Posted by Melissa Merlot

25 March 2010

I keep gettin' older, but the issues stay the same?

Thursday, March 23, 2006 

Current mood:BARF!
True it is just another blog one that I don't have much 
of a reason for doing, but that I have been not doing 
and figured I needed to do instead.
»     Sad Sacks
                        Admittedly I have been one on more then
one occasion, but I have had it! I am thoroughly fed up
with little whiney babies who can't seem to sort it out
and who need to go and take a big fat dump! Reverse
that I want to be a big whiney baby and get some
damned attention; I want to be coddled and have
someone else take care of my big fat dump! Then
I am Vesuvius with myself because I need to stop
being a whiney fucking boob and own a few things
and get rid of a few as well. FEH … BIG dump
… enough!

¼     Singles
Two things about singles: One
making fake money in bulk is 
harder then it looks, two 'suck
my knob police woman' I have
really had it with the coo cooing
of people and at the same time
I want to be a big butt face
coo cooer, but for once it would
be nice to do it in a kind of healthy,
shock, even reciprocal relationship.
Perhaps even one that other people
know about. Boy if that isn't a 
damned good laugh I dunno what it?!

½     Feats performed by Moses
A big favorite of mine the parting 
of the red sea! These days I am in
it deep and I am beyond done, I
already feel like a behemoth, as 
it is I don't need that added
water weight….barf…barf
…gore…gore…vomit…
yack…toss…toss

Another Crap Blog from me to you
…. REMEMBER … Don't FUCK and drive. 
This message for the ages brought to you by
Mudders Against FUCK Driving
Currently reading:
Eat Cheese and Barf! (Gooflumps #4 1/2)
By R.U. Slime
Release date: 03 October, 1995

More of my useless Digital History

Friday, March 10, 2006 

Current mood:  blank
When did I say I was a math wiz. Maybe a 
cheese wiz, har-d-har-har, I'm just bloggin for the sake
of blogging again, but not enough so that I felt like wasting
one of my precious blog ideas on my secret electronic post-it note.

Ah Mr. Goofy Ball, where are you when I need you?!
So is so is so, I'm still not sure as to why this is and that is,
maybe when I have something more profound to say I will
filll up my blog lust.
Keep pounding the Pavement
-e
Labe spoken Here

Currently listening:
Unfazed Mermaid
By Homegrown
Release date: 17 June, 2004
Wednesday, March 15, 2006 

Current mood:froggy
Project Pat Comment:I don't know what it is, but I'd allow it in my kitchen.






































































2006 Blog Flashbacks

SO continues my project to tie up digital loose ends.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006 

Current mood:so/so

A thought about my 'claws'. I have been keeping a little
electronic post-it about all my ideas for blogs when I 
feel as though I need to blog, but haven't got anything
in me at the moment. So I went for the 'claws'. I was 
at my desk the other day (note: this falls into the same
vein as the infamous 'scratchy man cash') and one of the children I work with was walking out with his parent and
he said "is your hand ok?" and the child replies "my claw
hurst...I hurt my claw...I think when we were playing
blocks" and he extendes his hands and flexes all his 
fingers. His parent keeps telling him that he doesn't
have claws, that they are "fingernaails", but the 
child keeps fiddling with his injured 'claw'. Not as
much as a giggly moment as it was an enjoyable 
thought process moment. I assume that some of you
know what I mean. Anyway there I blogged for now,
ya'll know I'm still breathing.-e
Currently reading:
The Runaway Bunny
By Margaret Wise Brown
Release date: 27 February, 1991