Planting Seeds in the Desert: 6/6/10

and then...

* Dec. 6th, 2003 at 12:57 AM

first real kiss: this sociopath guy that all my friends have heard way too much about, but it was on the old soccer field at Fort Douglas

first screen name: Molly Millions

first self purchased album: Mc900 Ft Jesus

first funeral: my grandmothers

first pet: a fluffy black cat named francis

first piercing: still have no perminant holes in my botty

first true love: Michael J. Fox (oh gawd i am a freaky nerd)

first big trip: Michigan to visit my fathers family

first musician you remember hearing in your house: steve martin (I was obessed with his song King Tut)

last big car ride: Jackson (Ass)Hole Wyoming

last kiss: my grandmother on her cheek at her ward dinner

last good cry: in the tub the other night

last movie seen: in the thater , Keel Beel Vol. 1 and on the telly, Dragnet with Dan Ackroyd and Tom Hanks

last beverage drank: water

last food consumed:granny smith apple

last phone call: Katie calling from work to talk about LDS Mike

last shoes worn: adidas sneakers that smell like death

last CD played: Mix Cd

last item bought: sticy organs out of a quater machine in the toy store

last disappointment: having a crymmy meeting at school

last soda drank: A fresh lime form Greek Souvlaki

last ice cream eaten: vanilla shake with strawberry syrup on top

last shirt worn: a long sleved grey one cause it is comfortable

* Mood: tired tired
* Music:this song about a sweater but not the weezer one

sleepy time

* Dec. 6th, 2003 at 1:20 AM

i am not quite sorted out but it was nice to zone out with quizzes and stuff i am off to bed to dream about meat on a stick ewww that doesn't sound right *sigh*

* Mood: exhausted exhausted
* Music:DJ Me DJ You- Because (DJ Swamp Remix)

Don't Wait Up

* Dec. 8th, 2003 at 12:36 AM

Tonight tonight is just another night bleh bleh bleh bleh la la la la tonight, man there is major lameness sucking my ass right now I did the dumb thing and let Mr.2002 back in and shock of all shocks it was the same shit wad action as before. I hate talking about it and I feel like it is in the code universe talkka talkka ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm off for now...splat.

* Mood: discontent discontent
* Music:stupid adds on the radio with Helen Powers

I give you NOTHING and you want MORE

* Dec. 9th, 2003 at 12:26 AM

Sorry ladies I am still in way too much of a shame spiral to fess up to who this jerk wad is but lord knows he'll resurface...give hime three months....argh anyway me m tired go to sleep bleh bleh bleh!

* Mood: grumpy grumpy
* Music:the touteteaphone...sooooo cooool!

fillah in the holla

* Dec. 9th, 2003 at 11:32 PM

So I am just putting this here to fill up the space and to prove that I am trying to be on top of at least one thing*besides your mom*for at least the time being. My grad shit is coming up sickly close, but i'll get there zip zip I have a lot of work to do shit zilla, anyway i hope to get my brain back in feburaury zoom zoom i need a drink

* Mood: stressed stressed
* Music:dripping faucet and static on the radio

Is that a THREAT

* Dec. 11th, 2003 at 12:42 AM

me and merlot are thick as theives

* Mood: blah blah
* Music:jellyfish-bellybutton

Rooty Toot Toot

* Dec. 14th, 2003 at 11:20 PM

Well I already spent myself on my blog, but i'll do what I can here. The weather is fucked or it was for the twenty minutes I had to drive home from family dinner at my fathers house. Oh well it would be nice to have an actual winter here in the valley instead of turning into arizona. I have been watching tv and rotting away while i attempt to clean my house with little results, I am really pleased by Arrested Development, but I miss seeing the Simpsons at 10, and now it is silly, but I am hooked on this bbc scottland show that they run on pbs every sunday night it is called something of the glen or something lots of hot blokes in kilts, it reminds me how much i am thinking of becomeing an expatriot, but I have closer if not bigger fish to fry at the moment, with taking care of everything for my show and graduating and all that right now it feels a little like shit, but maybe I have just been building it up too much, it is just that the thought of being finished with something makes me think I should feel pretty good, but I grow weary of this world.
Smell ya later.

* Mood: rushed rushed
* Music:Liz Phair- 6'1"

Stealing the quizzes

* Dec. 15th, 2003 at 12:07 AM

Would you rather be an African elephant or an Asian elephant? Why?: Asian, I'd have such nice skin
Would you rather freeze to death or burn alive? Why?: Freeze, Slipping into a nice sleep
Name three movies you like: Lost in Translation, Dragnet, Desprately Seeking Susan
Name three books you like: Force Majure, A: Andy Warhol Novel, Red Dwarf:book 2
Have you ever fallen in love with a fictional character? Which one(s)? Why?: i dunno why are you asking me all these questions?
Republican, Democrat or other? Why?: OTHER
Attendance percentage at high school dances?: 0 and sometimes I cry about it, but for the most part who gives a fuck!!! Although I did go to the alternative prom, but I was just selling flowers *sob sob sob sob*
What television shows do you watch regularly?: CSI and CSI:mami, thet bbc scotland show that i went on about, simpsons, and umm the law&order shows
Abortion is...: a personal choice, and SHOULD BE a LEGAL option
The death penalty is...: hard to debate, help the tree at the roots and the problem in the leaves will clear up
How do you take your coffee?: either really silly with soo much stuff in it you can't call it coffee or black with a little sugar
How do you take your tea?: usually plain or with some honey
Who's your favorite teacher/professor?: i dunno right now i can think about all the ones who aren't!!!!!!stupid finishing my degree
How do you feel about your parents?: it's a tangeled web, but I love them both
What sort of music do you listen to?: pretty much anything, but that icky modern C&W shit, and lame christy crap.
List five or ten bands you listen to.:Liz Phair, Jill Sobule, Gomez, R.E.M., Blur, Tom Waits, Led Zepplin, Charlie Hayden, Nina Simone, Underworld
Do you use public transportation?: Yeah when I can, I like riding the little train.
Ever told someone you love him/her?: yes
Morning person, night person or both?: I am not functional until 8pm
Siblings?: 1 brother
What are your friends like?: kooky
Amusement parks are?: ok but they give me a bigger hangover then everclear
Cafeterias are?: a little creepy, but also nostalgic (my mom is a lunch lady)
Dogs are?: fluffy puffy goodness, but they make me weeze and sneeze
Any phobias, traumas or other weirdnesses?: too many to list here

* Mood: cranky cranky
* Music:SoHo- Hippychick

Oral Fixaction

* Dec. 16th, 2003 at 1:32 AM

So all of a sudden I can't stop putting whatever in my mouth and chewing it to bits, I figure some of it may be nerves, but it is out of control, if I can get my hands on it it is in my mouth and destroyed in a matter of seconds. I demoloshied a cup straw and lid whiel watching the tv and am in the process of devistating like the 3rd pen of the evening, I'm a gum chewer, but never usually this out of control about anything, i normally don't even bite me straw! Maybe it is also a bit of frustration as the cup incident occoured whiel i was watching ewan mcgregor on the tv, but the pens have all been whiel cleaning the house and writing email and journal stuff which is not even subconsiously erotic at least nto last time i checked, anyway one for the books I'm off to bed to dream of the extention cord that I need for my stero maybe i'll feel motivated in my sleep *ha*

* Mood: contemplative contemplative
* Music:Supreme Beings of Leisure- Divine

down and out in slc

* Dec. 17th, 2003 at 1:34 AM

oh rooty toot like this is some sort of "event" huh just a bunch of cynical crap to spew on about bleh bleh bleh. I'm getting all wound up by my wounduppedness it is that stupid 2002 ass faced fool I am not sure if he is going to find his way to my doorstep tomorrow never or in two months and I dunno if I should just get a hold of him and tell him to get bent so I don't have to worry about any more weird visitations or if I shoudl just wait and see and then whenever he decies to show up again at 2am , the problem with #2 is that I worry I'll be a sap and not kick him in the arse. what a bunch of lame shit I think I should just start an internet company and live like a hermit, poop!

* Mood: pissed off pissed off
* Music:Blood Sweat and Tears- Lucretia McEvil

more knots then yo mama

* Dec. 17th, 2003 at 11:57 PM

I dunno what I am really up to at the moment, I am all hot ofr this deal, a friend fo mine is moving back to north carolina and she is selling her washer and dryer for a really good price, and I am so totally excited about the idea of slumming arround in my own basement to do lawndry, but i have to come up with a way to move them in the next two days before she moves *sigh* I hate that this is even a problem, but I don't eant to sound like a bitch by asking someone hey it's been awhile you wanna move some stuff for me *smile smile* see ya later fool, what a jerk, but all my most wonderful friends have not the big cars or even trucks and some believe in that silly thing they call public transportation, ha.... so that and mr 2002 are the main things on my mind the wash and dry more because I will be so quite happy with my very own clean sheets that got dirty and clean and so on just in my house. I dunno that is all i have to go on about that and that tonight was a lame mess city, I was supposed to meet up with one friend to get somethings from her and then we were both invited to someones birthday at the Tavernacle by my other friend (whom I appologize to profusely to for not making it to the party) , but friend #1 did not show up until 9:30 because she took a two hour lunch break to go to chuck-a-rama with her family (humm strange)and instead of getting off work at 6pm she got off at 8:30, la la la, and anyway that was the story for whatever reason, so i went to my dads house for dinner and took my bro to buy papers from knuckleheads (yummy chocalte flovored ones that the clerk let me taste first) and then off to my house for this and bed and being pissed off that the new lord of the rings movie is soooo long that i can't go see it before work because no matter how early i go to the show the earliest one i will be late for work YARGH! Oh well I am reaching a place of not really caring except for getting to the whoel wash and dry business cause it is a good deal and something that I can use...... blah blah blah.... g'night

* Mood: restless restless
* Music:Keeley Smith- When your lover has gone

here she is

* Dec. 18th, 2003 at 11:52 PM

a quite pointless entry for the sake of entry la la la

* Mood: blah blah
* Music:311-Don't Stay Home

Est Bueno

* Nov. 23rd, 2003 at 10:55 PM

Maybe things are working or i am just chewing off the ol' proverbial cyber EAR.
HO HO HO.

* Mood: pensive pensive
* Music:Cibo Matto- Sugar Water Remix

Funny Faces

* Nov. 24th, 2003 at 11:48 PM

I am so excited!!!!!!! Tomorrow is my friends birthday and we are going to THE MEN OF CRUSH!!!!!!! It is going to be such a kick :)

* Mood: devious devious
* Music:Keely Smith- Stormy Weather

Fakesgiving

* Nov. 27th, 2003 at 11:58 PM

I don't have much to say I am listening to Ratt on the radio in place of my prescious love lines *sigh* and I am in an advanced state of major FOOD COMA, which why to the vomitiorium. Man speaking of that the other day I was talking to my friend who thinks she is fat, but doesn't want anyone to even insuinate that she is of the plus size variety(which she is...might I add as am I) and she is boo hooing her situation that no one dares speak that name... and I say *sigh* I am not so happy with my looks blah blah blah and wish I could lose some weight (which by the way I know is not the way to loose weight bleh bleh bleh) anyway and suddenly she freaks on me YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER DON'T YOU!!!!!! OH MY GOD I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!!!!!! ETC. ETC. I was just not on the boat for that one you know, anyway had to spew that cause ti was on my nerves anyway peas out torque to you later and YES darling SPIDER you are on my friends list :)

* Mood: full full
* Music:the hum of my hard drive and my heater

HOLY FUCK

* Dec. 1st, 2003 at 2:20 AM

It's late, but it's not late and I am sick of typen but I am not sick of typin' it's like I have nothing in my head and all I want to do is rant and blow off steam about how I miss all this shit that I dunno. I saw Kill Bill again it was pretty hip at the Brewvies. I think I am a little worked up because it has been a long weekend and I have to go back to school tomorrow aka today stupid time thing, and i am all wigged out and nervous, I can't really explain it I guess I'm just really worried that I am going to choke, I don't believe that things are actually going to happen. BARFFFF!

* Mood: anxious anxious
* Music:Hello Love- Chorus Line Origional Cast Recording

not a thing

* Dec. 3rd, 2003 at 12:16 AM

zip zip here and gone

* Mood: sleepy sleepy
* Music:kathie griffins screeching vioce

stead fast super muff

* Dec. 3rd, 2003 at 11:51 PM

i am going to take a bath what do you think about that huh

* Mood: weird weird
* Music:Blur -Think Tank (the whole album)

yeah smart REAL smart

* Dec. 5th, 2003 at 11:56 PM

Well I took the bath and that was all good although i did make a really soggy mess in the bathroom oh well who is going to have to suck it besides me and my cat, anyway things were ok although i slept through my class almost and school is feeling extra dragg city but i'm close and then stupid last night I got tangled up in the 2002 mess again stupid dammit anyway I want to take quizzes and zone out so wadda ya gonna do about it !!!!

* Mood: crazy crazy
* Music:Ben Folds- Golden Slumbers

Tricky....the thing not the guy

* Dec. 6th, 2003 at 12:09 AM

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Liz Phair(everything except her suck ass new sell out album "what can I say I still love her")
Are you female or male: May Queen
Describe yourself: Whip-smart
How do some people feel about you: Gunshy
How do you feel about yourself: Never said
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:Johnny Sunshine
Describe where you want to be: Go West
Describe what you want to be: 6'1"
Describe how you live: Fantasize
Describe how you love: Fuck and Run
Share a few words of wisdom: Alice Springs
Bonus Wisdom: Stuck on and Island

* Mood: melancholy melancholy
* Music:Jill Sobule- Underachiever

Quiz Suckka

* Dec. 6th, 2003 at 12:31 AM

strangest place you've had sex: umm in a past life with a sexxy red head...(long story)
last time you smiled: at work today when one of the kids told me a story
happiest you remember being: when i lived in Oakland CA and when i was a kid in Rose park
saddest you remember: when my grandmother died of cancer
last major shock: an old friends mothers sudden death
two things you hate about work: crazy parents, people who don't do their job
last toy bought: controllers and a game (space channel 5) for Sega Dreamcast
last time you were at peace: during a guided meditation in Detroit
how often do you exercise: if you count 4 days a week of running around with kids then 4 times a week
favorite color: CRAZY SILLY BRIGHT ORANGE
favorite food: sashami
the one person you would want around forever: EDDIE IZZARD!

* Mood: drained drained
* Music:Led Zeppelin- Ramble On

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