03 November 2003

No time for quizzes dammit!!?? I am still at this late moment putting off writing my stuff whiel i have all my ever extensive research sitting around me and oh yeah that's right pretty much a whole pot of too strong coffee in me, I can not imagine getting this all the way through tonight like i planned last night in my stupid lazy daze. I am no clean clothes and I recycled all my glass today I'm not sure where i am going with this*stop* getting a kleenex oop facial tissue. Don't let the small guys loose the brand name war seesh, anyway I am all rolling along and so on and then I totally loose my train of thought but i just keep going and long long long the way i just blut out some crap maybe this caffine fuled rant will clear things up so i can at least write an abstract god all i want to do is have a job one that is predictable and structured at least a little and not have this fucked schedule that lets me slip all over the palce early and late nights abound it has been forever since i went to my studio and i feel so functionless and in hiding and it is too early i have to finish to be done ha ha blargh ocd undercontrol space full ish going back to neerly blank word document*sigh*
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