20 December 2010

THIS IS IT! Myspace Blog R.I.P.

Here it is folks the final Bloggings from Myspace.
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June 20, 2008

Friday’s Quality Waste of Time
Current mood:okay

Long Ass Survey

Stolen from Bradley formerly from 'down the hall'

Where is the last person you kissed at right now?
Sleeping in his snugly sunny ledge bed.

Who did you last ride in a car with
Me, myself, and I

Has summer vacation started yet?
No, sigh

Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
I dunno, I'm freaked out by stuff like that.

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Either or?

What is something you're currently nervous about?
My crazy trip to the middle of nowhere Virginia.

Do you watch a lot of television?
Well I watch a lot of VHS and DVD on a television set.

Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
Yes I think we are getting along a lot better these days. I love D-Bro.

Have you ever seen High School Musical?
NO! Eckh! But I have driven by East High School where they are filming it.

Lied in the last 24 hours?
Thought about it, but not done it.

Where do you want to live when you grow up?
Someplace cool and coastal in a yurt with a goat and my furry man cat man and a sweet bear who is just right and have a crazy art studio.

What would you do if your best friend was pregnant?
OMG! Kittens, I'm so excited! Kidding, I'm thrilled to be an auntie! I'd spoil her and her beebee rotten!

Do people call you by your last name?
Freddie, Boss Man, and my Photography Teacher from high school (R.I.P), she called me Churchie

Do you ever get into the car in the summer but not turn on the AC?
Yeah, but that is because it is fucking up and the belts need to be serviced so it makes this awful squealing sound. I like to be cool so I usually turn it on unless I am going a long enough distance and I open both windows in the front for a serious breeze. I have to admit that my car is old and the windows are not electric so I am pretty lazy and don't roll them down much.

What's the worst place you ever got a sunburn?
My worst sunburn was definitely on my nose, it was a fucking huge blister that I had to drain, it was rank, but as far as location goes…..hummm…..still gotta go with the nose, I'm not one to be naked in the daylight.

If I told you I had a leprechaun in my pocket, what would you do?
Stare at your crotch.

Have you ever accidentally broken out someone's window?
Nope.

If your brother/sister had a girlfriend/boyfriend you didn't like, what would you do?
Try to deal with it, but get crabby sometimes.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks a lot?
Define a lot? I'm not interested in someone who is shit faced all the day and night, but having a few drinks now and then is fine, I think it depends on a lot of different factors… too many to list here as this is a QUALITY waste of time.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
For pleasure anytime and baths too, I love being in the water. If I am working or something I catch them in the morning. Night showers for going to work, etc. produce major puffy head.

Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Yes, inheritance from my family, it's locked up in a safe-deposit box. All the stuff I really love is sentimental and not worth $, just memories.

Have you ever tattooed anyone's name on you?
Nope. I am going to get a tattoo though, one of DEEEEEEtroit!

Where is your phone?
On my desk, and in the front pocket of my work bag.

What are you doing tomorrow?
SLEEPING IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And possibly going to rock at Mt. Tabor, oh and hopefully see Freddy.

What color is your hair?
Lt. Brown, kinda awburn.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
YES! I kissed my furry man cat man.

How many wives/husbands do you want?
Husband or wife, I'm only down for one, monogamy is kinda a big deal with me.

When was the last time you laughed super hard?
Last night at the Vegas comedy show.

Where can you see yourself being proposed to at?
This is a strangely phrased question….I dunno wherever the moment strikes.

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
Nope, I'm a terrible liar.

What was the last thing you ate?
Nostalgic food…..Arby's, ugh.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Open, my house is all mine, mine, mine!

Do you wear a lot of makeup?
Only when I want to, on a daily basis nothing…unless you count chapstick.

Are your parents strict?
Nope.

What is your mood?
Burrito?!

Been hurt lately by anyone?
Yes, but I am working it out, I think…

Wish you could take back anything?
Too much.

What is your last incoming text?
A notification about a message on Facebook.

What are you gonna do now?
Dick around until 5 then leave my cube.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
?

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Yes, Lisa J

What song is stuck in your head?
Nice Weather for Ducks by Lemon Jelly

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
I'm trying to think of someone, but all I can come up with is all the scary stuff that it could be so can I just not have someone knock on my window late at night right now that is really scary.

A person that you miss?
Monica.

Wanna have kids before you're 30?
NO! I mean it would be hilarious to figure out how I'd pop one out in the next 2 months, but NO! HELL NO!

Do you look more like your mom or dad?
I dunno I look a bit like my grandmother on my pop's side.

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Hopefully NOTHING!

Can you whistle?
All I have to do is put my lips together and blow…

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
My belly.

Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
Both kinda.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Are you coming on to me? And ummm no.

Who have you texted in the last 48 hrs?
My Pop, D-Teddy, Merlot, and Katie Darling.

Do you think too much or too little?
My stupid brain won't stop, it really challenges that whole meditation thing.

Do you smile a lot?
I'm told I do.

Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
Someone who I miss and am glad is doing better, but I don't feel strong enough to talk to right now.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Lisa.

When's the next time you will see the person you like?
Not sure…

Does anyone hate you?
Probably, sigh, and maybe I deserve it and maybe I don't.

Are you happy with your life?
My life is ok.

Can you handle the truth?
I dunno, I'd like to think I can, but that is not always the case.

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
No. I want more, but usually get less.

What was the last book you read?
From cover to cover…Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen
Bit and pieces…American Born Chinese

21?
I have been.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nope, Nate seems pretty nice.

Is there something you always wear?
Underwear.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
YES! I love my furry man cat man!

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Something even less productive than this…

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
My mommy.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Krissy Fabuloso!

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
Yeah, it was super busy, but I saw my Bro perform, went to the HULK movie film, was busy busy busy Saturday, went to a BBQ, swam a lot, saw a Bee's game [they lost], and celebrated fathers day with my pop. BUSY!

Have you ever climbed through a window?
Yes. Lamest moment ever, when I was 13 or 14 my room was in the basement of my families house and I was/am super paranoid about fire [thank you very much officer asshole and your trauma films] so I was thinking I better see if I can fit out of this basement window in case there is a fire. So I climb up into the window well and start to maneuver out the window when my mom comes downstairs. She asks me what I am doing and I try to explain, but I just looked like a lying liar that lies so she still thinks she caught me practicing sneaking out of the house.

What do you spend most of your money on?
Apt. and that bitch Sallie Mae.

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
Probably.

Do you like yourself?
I'm working on that.

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Oh yeah, I was a garage beautician for quite a while.

Are you wearing a necklace?
Nope.

Are you an emotional person?
Only behind closed doors.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep.

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
Not really, but I have good memories of childhood.

How's your heart lately?
Physically ok, the water aerobics help.
Spiritually it's trying to heal.

Will this weekend be a good one?
I hope so. See Freddy, swim, sleep in, and maybe rock.

What do you want right now?
LEAVE MY CUBE!

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
HELL YES! Mens clothes are usually more comfortable and I dig comfort.

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Oh gee only that I am the "center of the universe" oh and that I'm "a bitch, but I love her anyway"…..I must be a pretty big jerk.

What is your relationship status?
One +cat

Look behind you, what do you see?
The exit hole of my cube.

Have you ever worked in a food place?
Yup, my first job was in a deli.

What would you name your future daughter?
Mott or Aconoco-Nicoji

Any summer plans for 2008?
Getting sweaty in the middle of nowhere Virginia and hopefully going to the Tonga Room in SF.

The last thing you heard?
Swedish Lounge Music

Name 1 good thing about Myspace?
It is a quality waste of time.

Does anyone know your Myspace password?
I do.

Have you dated anyone on your top 8?
Nope.

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December 12, 2008

Bye Bye Bettie
Current mood:melancholy

R.I.P.
Bettie Mae Page
1923-2008

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Closer still...

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May 3, 2008

what thrills?
Current mood:confused
Denver, may 2nd

Seeking people not opposed to dirt under their fingernails
Confused about what really excites me…
Standing in a pit, smelling the dirt, finding treasures, spark as the arc connects to a sheet of metal when welding, rooms full of books, the slight smell of paper aging, it has always been about travel, discovery

Alone?

It's the conundrum of the double bed, the misshapenness of reality vs. hope
Can it all really be in my belly, my thighs, my body?

blhurg!

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May 5, 2008

Denver Epilouge 1
Current mood:vexed

the art of accessories and anger

i like accessories, there is nothing wrong with something nice, but layers get hot and i am mostly always sweaty. I also don't notice smell and am worried that i will need to have the sinus surgery that my father had, "you're next", he warned, but not relating to my sinuses.

i'm angry, i feel like i stick out here, but in general too. it still seems that disappearing is a better choice than...

i'm feeling a bit more than selfconsius all of a sudden, rouge computer, unplesent chair, windowless hotel conference room, i'm tired, i think i lost something in my hotel room or at some point on this trip and that irks me. bringing me back to accessories, and maybe when i'm cool, and what if that never happens, and who do i think i am.

i'm wondering right now if this will go into my junk e-mail forlder at work because of the title i gave it...

i need to buy some gum.

i guess i'll get up and hope that by tonight this "what not to wear" girl...as i was reminded by the reflection in the showerhead as i took a bath will be home in one peice, not in the hole until payday, and able to get a resonable nights sleep.

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May 13, 2008

I never got to erase a De Kooning
Current mood:thoughtful

Robert Rauschenberg, Titan of American Art, Is Dead at 82 .
 May 14, 2008
Robert Rauschenberg, the irrepressibly prolific American artist who time and again reshaped art in the 20th century, died Monday night. He was 82.

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May 15, 2008

California Supreme Court overturns gay marriage ban!
Current mood:contemplative

From the AP news feed…

SAN FRANCISCO - The California Supreme Court has overturned a gay marriage ban in a ruling that would make the nation's largest state the second one to allow gay and lesbian weddings. The justices' 4-3 decision Thursday says domestic partnerships are not a good enough substitute for marriage. Chief Justice Ron George wrote the opinion.

The city of San Francisco, two dozen gay and lesbian couples and gay rights groups sued in March 2004 after the court halted San Francisco's monthlong same-sex wedding march. The case before the court involved a series of lawsuits seeking to overturn a voter-approved law that defines marriage as a union between a man and a woman.
With the ruling, California could become the second state after Massachusetts where gay and lesbian residents can marry.
"What happens in California, either way, will have a huge impact around the nation. It will set the tone," said Geoffrey Kors, executive director of the gay rights group Equality California. California already offers same-sex couples who register as domestic partners the same legal rights and responsibilities as married spouses, including the right to divorce and to sue for child support. It's therefore unclear what additional relief state lawmakers could offer short of marriage if the court renders the existing ban unconstitutional. A coalition of religious and social conservative groups is attempting to put a measure on the November ballot that would enshrine California's current laws banning gay marriage in the state constitution. The Secretary of State is expected to rule by the end of June whether the sponsors gathered enough signature to qualify the marriage amendment, similar to ones enacted in 26 other states. The cases before the California court were brought by the city of San Francisco, two dozen gay and lesbian couples, Equality California and another gay rights group in March 2004 after the court halted San Francisco's monthlong same-sex wedding march that took place at Mayor Gavin Newsom's direction.

-In the face of massive world wide devastation I have to pause and enjoy the small successes in this rocky bureaucracy.  I'm not saying anyone has to get married, but everyone should have the right to.

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May 15, 2008

Being There
Current mood:melancholy

There is this wilco song, I hear it and it makes me cry. I have no idea if you have heard it, but it makes me think of you.

Things must have changed, it has been six years.

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June 18, 2008

Sad and much too soon.
Current mood:crushed

Stan Winston, R.I.P.
1946-2008

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The end is NIGH!

Just a few more posts and we shall not only reach the end of 2010, but also the end of my ere so prolific Myspace BLOG.
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April 4, 2008
Furry LOVE

Today is my manxy furry man cat man’s 6th birthday.

I LOVE HIM!
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April 7, 2008
Is this just angst?

Been thinking about you, your record..s a hit
Your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there
But I..m still no-one, and you..re not a star
What do you care?

Been thinking about you, and there..s no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I..m playing with myself, and what do you care
When the other men are far, far better

All the things you got
All the things you need
Who bought you cigarettes and bribed the company
To come and see you, honey

I..ve been thinking about you, so how can you sleep
These people aren..t your friends, they..re paid to kiss your feet
But they don..t know what I know, and why should you care
When I..m not there

Been thinking about you, and there..s no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I..m playing with myself, what do you care
When I..m not there

All the things you got, you..ll never need
All the things you..ve got, I..m planning to please you, please you

Been thinking about you...

-radiohead, Pablo Honey
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April 18, 2008
What’s Wrong....What’s Right

Current mood:ashamed



Sale starts soon, EVERYTHING MUST GO!
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April 25, 2008
Sleeping at Work

I have a lump in my throat and have run out of words.

Artwork by Jenny Saville

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April 27, 2008
all-occasion assortment

Current mood:gloomy
i have very little idea what i am doing up at this moment

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The Series of Video's that ment/mean something from Myspace 2008

March 25, 2008

Where did the time go?
Mood: Angsty
 

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March 26, 2008

Is it any wonder I am maladjusted?
Mood: Angsty

 and this is all true...
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March 27, 2008


est it meilleur, être dans amour à une distance?

current mood: melancholy

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March 28, 2008

que pourrait se produire si je vivais dangereusement ?

Devan Church The best part is when the guy is coveting Frampton Comes Alive. He's so dangerous. hohohohoho 

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