20 December 2010

Closer still...

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May 3, 2008

what thrills?
Current mood:confused
Denver, may 2nd

Seeking people not opposed to dirt under their fingernails
Confused about what really excites me…
Standing in a pit, smelling the dirt, finding treasures, spark as the arc connects to a sheet of metal when welding, rooms full of books, the slight smell of paper aging, it has always been about travel, discovery

Alone?

It's the conundrum of the double bed, the misshapenness of reality vs. hope
Can it all really be in my belly, my thighs, my body?

blhurg!

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May 3, 2008
[So for quite a while I was really entertained by the weird text in spam messages and just wanted to share them, I am still pretty sure I am the only one who finds them entertaining.-20-Dec-2010]

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May 5, 2008

Denver Epilouge 1
Current mood:vexed

the art of accessories and anger

i like accessories, there is nothing wrong with something nice, but layers get hot and i am mostly always sweaty. I also don't notice smell and am worried that i will need to have the sinus surgery that my father had, "you're next", he warned, but not relating to my sinuses.

i'm angry, i feel like i stick out here, but in general too. it still seems that disappearing is a better choice than...

i'm feeling a bit more than selfconsius all of a sudden, rouge computer, unplesent chair, windowless hotel conference room, i'm tired, i think i lost something in my hotel room or at some point on this trip and that irks me. bringing me back to accessories, and maybe when i'm cool, and what if that never happens, and who do i think i am.

i'm wondering right now if this will go into my junk e-mail forlder at work because of the title i gave it...

i need to buy some gum.

i guess i'll get up and hope that by tonight this "what not to wear" girl...as i was reminded by the reflection in the showerhead as i took a bath will be home in one peice, not in the hole until payday, and able to get a resonable nights sleep.

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May 13, 2008

I never got to erase a De Kooning
Current mood:thoughtful

Robert Rauschenberg, Titan of American Art, Is Dead at 82 .
 May 14, 2008
Robert Rauschenberg, the irrepressibly prolific American artist who time and again reshaped art in the 20th century, died Monday night. He was 82.

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May 15, 2008

California Supreme Court overturns gay marriage ban!
Current mood:contemplative

From the AP news feed…

SAN FRANCISCO - The California Supreme Court has overturned a gay marriage ban in a ruling that would make the nation's largest state the second one to allow gay and lesbian weddings. The justices' 4-3 decision Thursday says domestic partnerships are not a good enough substitute for marriage. Chief Justice Ron George wrote the opinion.

The city of San Francisco, two dozen gay and lesbian couples and gay rights groups sued in March 2004 after the court halted San Francisco's monthlong same-sex wedding march. The case before the court involved a series of lawsuits seeking to overturn a voter-approved law that defines marriage as a union between a man and a woman.
With the ruling, California could become the second state after Massachusetts where gay and lesbian residents can marry.
"What happens in California, either way, will have a huge impact around the nation. It will set the tone," said Geoffrey Kors, executive director of the gay rights group Equality California. California already offers same-sex couples who register as domestic partners the same legal rights and responsibilities as married spouses, including the right to divorce and to sue for child support. It's therefore unclear what additional relief state lawmakers could offer short of marriage if the court renders the existing ban unconstitutional. A coalition of religious and social conservative groups is attempting to put a measure on the November ballot that would enshrine California's current laws banning gay marriage in the state constitution. The Secretary of State is expected to rule by the end of June whether the sponsors gathered enough signature to qualify the marriage amendment, similar to ones enacted in 26 other states. The cases before the California court were brought by the city of San Francisco, two dozen gay and lesbian couples, Equality California and another gay rights group in March 2004 after the court halted San Francisco's monthlong same-sex wedding march that took place at Mayor Gavin Newsom's direction.

-In the face of massive world wide devastation I have to pause and enjoy the small successes in this rocky bureaucracy.  I'm not saying anyone has to get married, but everyone should have the right to.

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May 15, 2008

Being There
Current mood:melancholy

There is this wilco song, I hear it and it makes me cry. I have no idea if you have heard it, but it makes me think of you.

Things must have changed, it has been six years.

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June 18, 2008

Sad and much too soon.
Current mood:crushed

Stan Winston, R.I.P.
1946-2008

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