Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Feeling a Bit Like Shit
Current mood: depressed
A Daily Om from www.dailyom.com
The Real Thing
Love Should Feel Good
Often in our lives, we fall prey to the idea of a thing rather than actually experiencing the thing itself. We see this at play in our love lives and in the love lives of our friends, our family, and even fictional characters. The conceptualizing, depiction, and pursuit of true love are multimillion-dollar industries in the modern world. However, very little of what is offered actually leads us to an authentic experience of love. Moreover, as we grasp for what we think we want and fail to find it, we may suffer and bring suffering to others. When this is the case, when we suffer more than we feel healed, we can be fairly certain that what we have found is not love but something else.
When we feel anxious, excited, nervous, and thrilled, we are probably experiencing romance, not love. Romance can be a lot of fun as long as we do not try to make too much of it. If we try to make more of it than it is, the romance then becomes painful. Romance may lead to love, but it may also fade without blossoming into anything more than a flirtation. If we cling to it and try to make it more, we might find ourselves pining for a fantasy, or worse, stuck in a relationship that was never meant to last.
Real love is identifiable by the way it makes us feel. Love should feel good. There is a peaceful quality to an authentic experience of love that penetrates to our core, touching a part of ourselves that has always been there. True love activates this inner being, filling us with warmth and light. An authentic experience of love does not ask us to look a certain way, drive a certain car, or have a certain job. It takes us as we are, no changes required. When people truly love us, their love for us awakens our love for ourselves. They remind us that what we seek outside of ourselves is a mirror image of the lover within. In this way, true love never makes us feel needy or lacking or anxious. Instead, true love empowers us with its implicit message that we are, always have been, and always will be, made of love
Currently listening:
Sailing the Seas of Cheese
By Primus
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
Out of Sync
Current mood:unwell
I'm at the Pasadena Sheraton in the closet that they call the "business center" trying to check in for my flight tomorrow. My body aches and I can't quite put my finger on how I feel. I'm going to have sushi with my aunt and uncle in a little while. I figured I should do something like this while I am here, since I can. The show is ok, a lot of fashion and beauty make-up specific stuff this year, not so much effects or creature work, more on that later I suppose. Even on foot with a map I couldn't find the Bispop Gallery so I'll have to visit it some other time. Did I mention that I really like honesty and sometimes I feel like a real dip and I also get myself in trouble in that respect with stupid ass text messages.
Currently reading:
Gracefully Insane: Life and Death Inside America's Premier Mental Hospital
By Alex Beam
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Monday, June 25, 2007
Its true philanthropy really is only for Paris Hilton.
Current mood:Not Paris Hilton
Life in essence is about sex or religion. I am not a religious person. Sex requires being attractive, being attractive requires being skinny. Philanthropy and being a good person are only activities to make beauty pageant contestants seem well rounded and make people feel better about watching them. Who wants the first pound of flesh?
Currently reading:
Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs: A Low Culture Manifesto
By Chuck Klosterman
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Monday, July 02, 2007
I smell like Charles Worthington and feel like Shite
Current mood:Shite Eating and Going Home
I'm stressed out, my vagina is broken, my pussy is being finicky, and I didn't get the MUTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING GRANT!
Currently watching:
Falling Down
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